After breaking my iPhone which I've used over two and a half years, I realized how much relying on it. The weather to forecast, rail maps to check which trains I have to get on, calender to manage my schedule, films to watch, even as a watch to know what time it is now. True, it's so inconvenient. On the other hand, I somehow feel free without it. No need to answer calls from anyone, no, it never rings since I don't have a smart phone, no worry about anything anymore. Probably I can buy the newest one tomorrow though, let me forget that idea for now. For the first time in 10 years, finally I came back to the place without any noises. My mental is currently so fragile and I understand it deeply.
 It's Friday's evening after all. Devastated weekdays's finally gone. Let's start fine weekends, shall we? :)


  1. ふとしくん :)
    ooohhh :( I feel like I am relying too much on my smartphone as well. I use it for everything and I can feel extremely disconnected to the world without it haha. That's why I sometimes decide to leave it at home, or I just shut it off when i don't want to be disturbed. It's such a big difference without the thing ringing or 'bleeping' because of all the messages.
    I had a pretty tough week as well though, with my midterm tests and all.
    I was studying really hard and, to be honest, it did NOT pay off.... :S My grade for history wasn't what I hoped it would be. I got a 44 out of 100 :(
    However, it is not a problem because this grade would count for 25% of the final grade. SO...... I will try my hardest on the next test and make sure to get a passing grade then ^^ (If I fail to do so at that point, I will always have my re-sit ) ;p
    Anyway, let's enjoy the weekend! Like you said :3
    じゃあね!We'll talk soon okay^^

    1. おはよう、Suzanne-san! :D

      First of all, I'm sorry for hearing the situation around you.
      Tests were always annoying as well as stressful to me during my student days.
      Let me tell you, I once (or twice, I remember) even boycott on tests, I sit toward my desk yet didn't write anything to papers for the exams.
      Still, I could graduate from it!
      So, just don't worry now :)

      I am currently thinking about my schedule for today.
      The clock just hit 6 o'clock in the morning, the sky's turning to be blue gradually.
      Probably cycling for somewhere far away?
      Or riding on trains to a city?
      Whatever I do, I want to be relaxed today :D

      Suzanne-san, だいじょうぶだよ。